Morning Sickness

Morning Sickness is the worst. I'm lucky to not have it as badly as some of the other preggo women, but it's awful. I'll be happily eating my breakfast/lunch/dinner and I'll suddenly feel the need to throw up.

I don't understand why this happens...but I have a theory!!!

Sugar Bear is head over heels!! =D

Sugar Bear got me some flowers and the cuuuuuuuuuuutest balloon. It's a little turtle on his back that says "I'm head over heels for you!"
I crack up every time I see it =)

For our last Valentine's Day together without a baby, Paul and I decided to do our two favorite things... 1) eat 2) go to a concert.

I was really excited, because I have been cravinggggggggggggg sushi. (So has Paul, he must be preggo.) We went out to eat sushi, I couldn't order the raw fish kind so I settled for tempura shrimp sushi and softshell crab sushi. It was still delish =)

Then we excitedly drove to meet my sister and friends at the PASSAFIRE concert in Vienna.

Unfortunately, by the time we got there, my little sister had already decided to get all kinds of messed up so I had to take her home before I could even see the opening acts. Paul and I spent the rest of our Valentine's day watching my little sister puke INSIDE my car and then holding her hair back as she puked some more in my bathroom...then some more in the guest room. It was super romantic. <3

I guess this is God's way of telling me that I'm not allowed to have fun anymore and do things that I normally do like going to concerts and having fun. =(

coming out to my friends....

I have this friend, Timmy. He's probably one of my favorite people in the world. We always go to concerts together, we always are down for a game of beer pong, but he has to be one of the most dense ppl I've ever met!

This is me trying to tell him about me being preggo:

15:28] mmm bit3 si2e: but i would like a rubiks concert
[15:28] mmm bit3 si2e: in may
[15:28] Krazy Mofo 619: yes lets do it!
[15:28] mmm bit3 si2e: for my tentative wedding...
[15:28] Krazy Mofo 619: ahahahaha
[15:28] mmm bit3 si2e: since the baby will be born in september...
[15:28] Krazy Mofo 619: LOL
(timmy changes the subject)

[15:33] Krazy Mofo 619: i felt like i was in the gooneys exploring!
[15:34] mmm bit3 si2e: in a few years, the baby will be old enough to go exploring with us too
[15:34] Krazy Mofo 619: yikes stop talking about kids!
[15:34] Krazy Mofo 619: we still have much drinking and many concerts to go to!
[15:34] Krazy Mofo 619: ur social life is done when u have kids
[15:36] mmm bit3 si2e: yeah i know right
[15:36] mmm bit3 si2e: sucks to be me!
[15:36] Krazy Mofo 619: LOL
[15:36] Krazy Mofo 619: dude my friend added u on facebook by mistake...


[15:40] mmm bit3 si2e: hey btw
[15:40] mmm bit3 si2e: how is tania?
[15:41] mmm bit3 si2e: yeaaaa.. isn't she about to have a baby soon?


15:42] mmm bit3 si2e: i wanna eat sushi
[15:42] mmm bit3 si2e: at todai
[15:44] Krazy Mofo 619: ohhh we're going the 1st monday of spring break!
[15:44] Krazy Mofo 619: u should come with us
[15:44] Krazy Mofo 619: we're going during lunch cuz its cheaper
[15:45] mmm bit3 si2e: hahaah
[15:45] mmm bit3 si2e: that's a long time away from now
[15:45] mmm bit3 si2e: yeah..but it's not good for pregnant women to eat sushi
[15:47] Krazy Mofo 619: kat ur really creeping me out
[15:47] mmm bit3 si2e: hahah
[15:47] mmm bit3 si2e: why?
[15:48] Krazy Mofo 619: cuz u keep on talking about pregnancy
[15:48] Krazy Mofo 619: haha
[15:48] mmm bit3 si2e: oh...babies creep u out?
[15:48] mmm bit3 si2e: are u a baby hater?
[15:55] Krazy Mofo 619: no
15:56] Krazy Mofo 619: i love babies
[15:56] Krazy Mofo 619: i love them so much i eat them

(SIGH)))) --- I guess I'll try again tomorrow. LOL.

I decided that I will just drop hints everyday until he finally asks if I'm pregnant. LOL =D

do you love meeeeeeee? doyaloveme?

I'm insecure right now.

I need constant attention and love from my sugar bear. Therefore, I've been super annoying.

This is how our normal conversation goes:

Stiletto Bear: Honey...do you still love me?
Sugar Bear: Of course! I will always love you no matter what.
Stiletto Bear: Honey...are you SURE you love me?
Sugar Bear: Um...yes. I love you a lot.
Stiletto Bear: Well............are you REALLLLLLLLY SURE that you are going to love me forever?
Sugar Bear: KAT!!!! I ALREADY TOLD YOU I LOVE YOU. WE HAVE THIS CONVERSATION EVERY 30 MINUTES! I LOVE YOU, OKAY!!!
Stiletto Bear: WHY ARE YOU YELLING AT ME??? YOU DON'T LOVE ME!!! I HATE YOU!!!!(cry)(cry) (cry)

or it might go like this..

Stiletto Bear: You know that girl that you think is pretty? I heard she is dating someone now.
Sugar Bear: Oh...okay??
Stiletto Bear: Yeah, she's dating this guy that I knew in highschool...
Sugar Bear: Oh? Who?
Stiletto Bear: WHY!?!!! WHY DO YOU CARE SO MUCH!?!! DO YOU THINK SHE'S PRETTIER THAN ME!?!! YOU ALWAYS TALK ABOUT HER!!!! DO YOU LOVE HER!?!?!?!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!
Sugar Bear: ???????????????????

=/ I'm a psychopath. Atleast, now that I can admit it I can take the recovery steps to not being a psycopath girlfriend and stop annoying my boyfriend so much.



Poor Sugar Bear =(

I hope that I won't be crazy forever!

my senses are tingling.

You know when Spiderman first found out that he had powers because he realized he could sense things much quicker, and his senses were keener than they were previously?

This is sort of how I feel, except in an un-cool way.

If I was a superhero, I would be the incredible nose. I can smell things from miles away.

You think it's cool? It's not. Even the slightest of smells make me feel woozy -- garlic & onions cooking (which I normally LOVE!), fried fish, cigarette smoke, dog doo doo, skunk.... Everything is amplified!!! Arghhhhhhhhh!

=/

Oh well. I'll tough it out.

Atleast my boobs are getting big =)

Funnies

Stiletto Bear: Honey... you know what's weird? There is a person LIVING inside my tummy right now.
Sugar Bear: I know. What a mooch. He doesn't even pay rent!!!


Wow, wouldn't it be great if I could charge this little sucker some rent money for the next nine months? And then charge for later damages to my skinny body!!!!

Preggo like prego sauce.

My Sugar Bear and I recently found out that I will be a big fat lard for the next nine months and there will be a little person growing inside my tummy.

Atfirst, I thought "OMG..WTH am I going to do?"

I had a million worries: financial worries, emotional worries, family worries, breast feeding worries...EVERYTHING. (I heard breast feeding really hurts, and I'm not sure if I'll be a fan of some little sucker pumping away at me!)

But then Sugar Bear and I sat and talked, and we knew that no matter what, this little cutie inside my tummy will be loved unconditionally.

So I decided that I'm going to trade my life of Stiletto shoes, parties, & dirty martinis for a kick-ass diaper bag, a stroller, and some pediatric high heels =)

Hello Little Person! I love you already =)