I've seemed to lately notice...

I always think back to last year, when I had first started dating Paul and how many changes he's brought into my life.. and how clueless I was to what my future had in store for me.

Around Spring of last year, Paul and I had just started dating.
Paul ended up being the most perfect person in the world for me, and i really never would have guessed it when we first met. Infact, after our first date I remember telling Rob that I didn't see it happening between Paul & I because he's just "too quiet"! Rob convinced me to give him another chance because he said that paul was "really cool", so I listened and after Paul openned up to me I realized exactly what Rob meant.
I really did find my true love, I can't imagine being with anyone who is so intune to the things I would want in a relationship, someone who can make me laugh as much, or someone who can make me feel so comfortable to be completely myself around-- good traits and bad traits... there's no hiding between us. Now, I can't imagine being without him.

After I found out I was pregnant, my entire mentality changed. I grew up 20 years the minute the little pregnancy test showed up with a "+" sign. The only thing I think about is grown up things and day dreaming about taking care of my new family. This is so different from my former mentality where my main concern was which parties to attend, deciding if I should wear my hair curly, straight or wavy, or dressing cute in high heels and taking lots of pictures. (I'm sure I'll miss this worry-free life once my baby arrives!)

I've always been told that God never gives you what you can't handle, and i can't help but think that this was all apart of some unexpectedly wonderful plan. Marriage and babies were far from our minds, but as soon as we found out that I was carrying Paul's baby everything fell into place. I know it's going to be a bumpy road ahead, but I'm so excited to see our family come together.

I love both my babies :)